Well. I'm reading Katekyo Hitman Reborn.
THAT IS ALL ROTFL.
URI IS TEH SMEX, FO' SEYUR.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
I could name too many things... that means that much.
3 Words. Just 3.
As you probably know, I've been pissed off at dA lately. In fact, I feel like going into the details right now just because I'm on my period, having serious cramps, and want to keel over and die instead of organize my stuff (LOL... okay, so this part way has to do with my serious procrastination skazizles, LOL). Honestly, it's a simple reason that gets so complex that it's impossible to track or explain. But I will.
I think dA is pretty racist in it's own way. I've sensed this since the time I joined as *PrinceAmongThieves. N'fact, the sense got worse the more I hung around. Hey, though, I have friends still, right? Yes, and they're dear to me. People I've known who know who I am and what to say, and what to do. People who probably are still guessing at this very moment why I had left.
To make it simple, dA is biased.
To make it even more simple, I think dA is biased to certain types of people. And that is, what I do believe humans consider 'normal'.
Fuck. Even American Idol made my leave possible today. Yay.
Tell me, guys. Why do we live our lives? IMO, everyone's been being rather hypocritical about this today. It's almost disgusting. No. It IS disgusting. It's dreadful, stinky, anything-but-good, and a piece of underlieing SHIT. And really, since I can't spek englizasshshhh, I don't even know if I used words in the right places, but the fuck with that.
Think about it. Why do we live? Why are we people?
I agree that we all want attention sometimes, and at times, it becomes unbearable, and we end up doing everything we can for love. The scale of 'right' or 'wrong' be damned!
But that's not why we're here. We're people, we're all seperate, and we're all unique. Pretending to be someone will definitely get us friends, attention, fame, everything, but does it get us our life happiness? Hell no. Tell you the truth, the epic, selfish, half-assed truth,
Most of those dolts are only there because your dancing gumdrop act is making it possible. The second you let down your guard, open your heart, and your true and ever-so-wonderful being, they'll leave. And I know this for a fact. Why? Because I've DONE THIS TO SOMEONE.
Okay, yeah, 'like hell someone like you can do such a horrid act', can it, please. I don't even like the thought of it myself, but it's true. I've done it, and now that I think about it, a lot. But, I might have not done it, if the people hadn't pretended in the first place. But still, that puts me in the same place--a snivelling bitch.
But I'm okay with it. In fact, I want to say sorry to all of those I've done such a deed to. However, I still have much against it.
Why? Because I'm a hypocrite, and In My Ever Loving Opinion That You Sould All Know is that life isn't about the attention or fame or honor. It's about love.
"WAIT. ISN'T LOVE ATTENTION FAME AND HONOR OMFG?" No. Get a reality check, please.
Duh. I'm one of those stupid people who actually think that line every once in a while, but fuck, we're all human.
All we have to do is look back, realise the mistake, but go ahead on forward.
But... *grins to self* Thanks to my best friend, I also know it's important to enjoy the present too, no matter what. It's the present that's your present. Why else would they call it that?
So, I've ranted a lot, but haven't gotten to the point, huh? Well, I left dA because, I've noticed a lot, and believe me alot. People, just are... they just don't accept certain things. dA is one of the most biassed placed on the internet.
To tell you the truth, I don't even think I can explain this myself, but I definitely feel a horrible vibe from the people who reside in dA. It's not a very good one, I can tell you that. However, I agree there are at least some who are kind, worthy (in my horrible little vocab). They... accept. And I can feel it, the acception? It's a wonderful feeling, to be loved, not because you're the kindest person on earth, smartest person on earth, have the best art, or whatever. But because they love me unconditionally. As much as I get bitchy about things, I know for sure that these people are the people who are true.
They 'understand'.
Yeah, this is pretty biased in itself. In fact, I'll even say there's a whole bunch of these 'people' scattered across dA... they're just so hidden that they're unseen.
Why are the unseen, you ask? Because I have a feeling either some of them quit, or some of them are currently being masked by the evil masterminds of the dA.
Don't even ask where that conjecture came from. ATM, I'm pretty sure some of you are like "HOFUCK, YOU BIASED BITCH, JUST SHUT UP."
But really. Who's there to blame for my large mouth?
Ever since I was a kid, I was forced to be something, I guess. At the same time, I was always an outlaw (somehow OTL)
Anyway, I never did anything for myself. I only followed. I blame myself for not doing anything then. Now, I can't even deal with stress or pain, because I deal with it like a child probably would. I scream and cry and hit things, like a baby. Because I've been 'sheltered' in a way by just 'following orders'.
But there's always time for me to learn, I guess.
But I digress. I'm finding my true person, my self, the friend that my best friend fell in love with. And indeed, I have. I can't just sit here and let people bash on those who are doing all but trying to be themselves. I can't just sit here and turn my blind eye on it.
I want people to know how much I hate dA. It's greeness suddenly has an ominous taste to it, even today. I've seen too many things that went wrong that shouldn't have.
And so far, it's making me bleh ; )
I love you all, again. To those of you... who would probably still care after this and everything else. I mean, I know I don't make much sense, in fact, this is poorly organized to DISORGANIZATIONZENITH OTL, but I try... O__O <3?
I'm leaving dA until all the blood washes out of my ovaries, thank you very much.
As you probably know, I've been pissed off at dA lately. In fact, I feel like going into the details right now just because I'm on my period, having serious cramps, and want to keel over and die instead of organize my stuff (LOL... okay, so this part way has to do with my serious procrastination skazizles, LOL). Honestly, it's a simple reason that gets so complex that it's impossible to track or explain. But I will.
I think dA is pretty racist in it's own way. I've sensed this since the time I joined as *PrinceAmongThieves. N'fact, the sense got worse the more I hung around. Hey, though, I have friends still, right? Yes, and they're dear to me. People I've known who know who I am and what to say, and what to do. People who probably are still guessing at this very moment why I had left.
To make it simple, dA is biased.
To make it even more simple, I think dA is biased to certain types of people. And that is, what I do believe humans consider 'normal'.
Fuck. Even American Idol made my leave possible today. Yay.
Tell me, guys. Why do we live our lives? IMO, everyone's been being rather hypocritical about this today. It's almost disgusting. No. It IS disgusting. It's dreadful, stinky, anything-but-good, and a piece of underlieing SHIT. And really, since I can't spek englizasshshhh, I don't even know if I used words in the right places, but the fuck with that.
Think about it. Why do we live? Why are we people?
I agree that we all want attention sometimes, and at times, it becomes unbearable, and we end up doing everything we can for love. The scale of 'right' or 'wrong' be damned!
But that's not why we're here. We're people, we're all seperate, and we're all unique. Pretending to be someone will definitely get us friends, attention, fame, everything, but does it get us our life happiness? Hell no. Tell you the truth, the epic, selfish, half-assed truth,
Most of those dolts are only there because your dancing gumdrop act is making it possible. The second you let down your guard, open your heart, and your true and ever-so-wonderful being, they'll leave. And I know this for a fact. Why? Because I've DONE THIS TO SOMEONE.
Okay, yeah, 'like hell someone like you can do such a horrid act', can it, please. I don't even like the thought of it myself, but it's true. I've done it, and now that I think about it, a lot. But, I might have not done it, if the people hadn't pretended in the first place. But still, that puts me in the same place--a snivelling bitch.
But I'm okay with it. In fact, I want to say sorry to all of those I've done such a deed to. However, I still have much against it.
Why? Because I'm a hypocrite, and In My Ever Loving Opinion That You Sould All Know is that life isn't about the attention or fame or honor. It's about love.
"WAIT. ISN'T LOVE ATTENTION FAME AND HONOR OMFG?" No. Get a reality check, please.
Duh. I'm one of those stupid people who actually think that line every once in a while, but fuck, we're all human.
All we have to do is look back, realise the mistake, but go ahead on forward.
But... *grins to self* Thanks to my best friend, I also know it's important to enjoy the present too, no matter what. It's the present that's your present. Why else would they call it that?
So, I've ranted a lot, but haven't gotten to the point, huh? Well, I left dA because, I've noticed a lot, and believe me alot. People, just are... they just don't accept certain things. dA is one of the most biassed placed on the internet.
To tell you the truth, I don't even think I can explain this myself, but I definitely feel a horrible vibe from the people who reside in dA. It's not a very good one, I can tell you that. However, I agree there are at least some who are kind, worthy (in my horrible little vocab). They... accept. And I can feel it, the acception? It's a wonderful feeling, to be loved, not because you're the kindest person on earth, smartest person on earth, have the best art, or whatever. But because they love me unconditionally. As much as I get bitchy about things, I know for sure that these people are the people who are true.
They 'understand'.
Yeah, this is pretty biased in itself. In fact, I'll even say there's a whole bunch of these 'people' scattered across dA... they're just so hidden that they're unseen.
Why are the unseen, you ask? Because I have a feeling either some of them quit, or some of them are currently being masked by the evil masterminds of the dA.
Don't even ask where that conjecture came from. ATM, I'm pretty sure some of you are like "HOFUCK, YOU BIASED BITCH, JUST SHUT UP."
But really. Who's there to blame for my large mouth?
Ever since I was a kid, I was forced to be something, I guess. At the same time, I was always an outlaw (somehow OTL)
Anyway, I never did anything for myself. I only followed. I blame myself for not doing anything then. Now, I can't even deal with stress or pain, because I deal with it like a child probably would. I scream and cry and hit things, like a baby. Because I've been 'sheltered' in a way by just 'following orders'.
But there's always time for me to learn, I guess.
But I digress. I'm finding my true person, my self, the friend that my best friend fell in love with. And indeed, I have. I can't just sit here and let people bash on those who are doing all but trying to be themselves. I can't just sit here and turn my blind eye on it.
I want people to know how much I hate dA. It's greeness suddenly has an ominous taste to it, even today. I've seen too many things that went wrong that shouldn't have.
And so far, it's making me bleh ; )
I love you all, again. To those of you... who would probably still care after this and everything else. I mean, I know I don't make much sense, in fact, this is poorly organized to DISORGANIZATIONZENITH OTL, but I try... O__O <3?
I'm leaving dA until all the blood washes out of my ovaries, thank you very much.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Sketches 1
Here's the sketches I promised LOL <3 *is kinda tired atm*
)= I'm sorry about dA, guys. I'm going to go try to cool off.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
FAST RODE THE KNIGHT
...and besides my randomly incoming obsession with Code Geass...
I have a lot of projects to do OTL. Teachers MUST plan when the hell they do this stuff. IT'S ALWAYS AT THE EXACT SAME TIMES OTL
I'm also almost done with Ace Attorney - Apollo Justice OTL ;;; What a long fucking game, but I digress.
So there's this one poetry project, I have to do... shit with a poem or something, and here's my poem, LOL.
Fast rode the knight by Stephen Crane
Fast rode the knight
With spurs, hot and reeking,
Ever waving an eager sword,
"To save my lady!"
Fast rode the knIght,
And leaped from saddle to war.
Men of steel flickered and gleamed
Like riot of silver lights,
And the gold of the knight's good banner
Still waved on a castle wall.
. . . . .
A horse,
Blowing, staggering, bloody thing,
Forgotten at foot of castle wall.
A horse
Dead at foot of castle wall.
OH MY GOD THE GAY. <3 <3
NOT REALLY. SERIOUSLY, SHIN. DO SOMETHING BETTER THAN KILLING HORSES IN YOUR LIFE. WE ALL KNOW YOUR INNER DREAM TO STEAL SENA AWAY IS TOO MUCH FAIL.
I have a lot of projects to do OTL. Teachers MUST plan when the hell they do this stuff. IT'S ALWAYS AT THE EXACT SAME TIMES OTL
I'm also almost done with Ace Attorney - Apollo Justice OTL ;;; What a long fucking game, but I digress.
So there's this one poetry project, I have to do... shit with a poem or something, and here's my poem, LOL.
Fast rode the knight by Stephen Crane
Fast rode the knight
With spurs, hot and reeking,
Ever waving an eager sword,
"To save my lady!"
Fast rode the knIght,
And leaped from saddle to war.
Men of steel flickered and gleamed
Like riot of silver lights,
And the gold of the knight's good banner
Still waved on a castle wall.
. . . . .
A horse,
Blowing, staggering, bloody thing,
Forgotten at foot of castle wall.
A horse
Dead at foot of castle wall.
OH MY GOD THE GAY. <3 <3
NOT REALLY. SERIOUSLY, SHIN. DO SOMETHING BETTER THAN KILLING HORSES IN YOUR LIFE. WE ALL KNOW YOUR INNER DREAM TO STEAL SENA AWAY IS TOO MUCH FAIL.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Arghhhh~!
LOL. Well, Trauma Center is moving along just fine.
And I might just personally give up my dream of beating up Laharl with Adell ROFLCOPTORDIE.
It's still rather fun to train in CoO4 though, XD Still on 400. Wonderful isn't it?
Anyway, epic fun. I was reading a bit of Katekyo Hitman Reborn LOL. Tis a fun manga ROFL.
D; I want TWEWY OTL
And I might just personally give up my dream of beating up Laharl with Adell ROFLCOPTORDIE.
It's still rather fun to train in CoO4 though, XD Still on 400. Wonderful isn't it?
Anyway, epic fun. I was reading a bit of Katekyo Hitman Reborn LOL. Tis a fun manga ROFL.
D; I want TWEWY OTL
Saturday, February 7, 2009
PSP
I just got my PSP ;A; but Disgaea 3 refuses to work on it OTL
You make me so sad, PSP.
Oh well. XP At least I'll be off to get the Prinny game that's coming out THIS MONTH for it LOL
Information: The Prinny Game
It's pretty interesting. X3 It's about this prinny who is off to be 'the hero' as he tries to find the ultimate desert for Etna. It's the first fight!RPG from the Disgaea games and just sounds so sexy. XD The prinny has a sexy scarf LOL.
Yeahhh
I've also unlocked the House of Ordeals in Disgaea 3. I'm already addicted to it OTL.
I got addicted to it in Disgaea 2 as well. Tell me how it's possible for someone as stupid as me to put Adell from a lowly level 89 to level 400 in three hours?
Yes. I haven't a life anymore. Yay me XP;;;
You make me so sad, PSP.
Oh well. XP At least I'll be off to get the Prinny game that's coming out THIS MONTH for it LOL
Information: The Prinny Game
It's pretty interesting. X3 It's about this prinny who is off to be 'the hero' as he tries to find the ultimate desert for Etna. It's the first fight!RPG from the Disgaea games and just sounds so sexy. XD The prinny has a sexy scarf LOL.
Yeahhh
I've also unlocked the House of Ordeals in Disgaea 3. I'm already addicted to it OTL.
I got addicted to it in Disgaea 2 as well. Tell me how it's possible for someone as stupid as me to put Adell from a lowly level 89 to level 400 in three hours?
Yes. I haven't a life anymore. Yay me XP;;;
Thursday, February 5, 2009
GYAHAHAHA
LOL.
So, I put up a poll on what I should work on, and I was just like
"WHAT THE FUCK?!"
because... XD
I know, HUH? I FEEL SO HATED
Love you all though. XD
So, I put up a poll on what I should work on, and I was just like
"WHAT THE FUCK?!"
because... XD
I know, HUH? I FEEL SO HATED
Love you all though. XD
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Two Page Doujinshi
=A= so, today was one of those lame days where my IM didn't let me sign in *headdesk*
Ah well. *dances in the rain*
Monday, February 2, 2009
AND IT ALLLL FALLLS DOOOWNNNNN
I'm going to start customizing this blog shoon *sucks on thumb*
LULZ.
So, I got angry, like, super angry at someone yesterday, and officially want to make my own road for myself. I'm only 14 what's there to worry about? LOL ;
15 next month, but whatever. XP Still too young to grow white hairs, for Mao's sake!
LOL... white hairs... Mao *shot*
I also want to ring someone's neck. But that can wait for later orz ;;;
XP If you want to ask, nah. I'm not feeling pretty bad right now. I'm actually really exuberant. I can't even begin to explain how hyper I am LOL ;;; *headdesk* *WEIRD HAPPINESS IS WEIRD*
So I went off to school today ;; I have a few sketches to put up LOL ;;; I might post sketches daily or something, who knows. XP ;;; I draw too much at school to keep track of OTL
I write really depressing stuff on my sketches too ;;; *had to go about erasing them*
And about the older!Mao one... XP I was reading Nine Lives by DemonicAngel-Bayou and one of the extras has the uke all grown up and he's all taller than his seme. XP Not that I'm placing Mao and Almaz in any place but...
XP Yeah I'm pretty stupid *headdesk*
LULZ.
So, I got angry, like, super angry at someone yesterday, and officially want to make my own road for myself. I'm only 14 what's there to worry about? LOL ;
15 next month, but whatever. XP Still too young to grow white hairs, for Mao's sake!
LOL... white hairs... Mao *shot*
I also want to ring someone's neck. But that can wait for later orz ;;;
XP If you want to ask, nah. I'm not feeling pretty bad right now. I'm actually really exuberant. I can't even begin to explain how hyper I am LOL ;;; *headdesk* *WEIRD HAPPINESS IS WEIRD*
So I went off to school today ;; I have a few sketches to put up LOL ;;; I might post sketches daily or something, who knows. XP ;;; I draw too much at school to keep track of OTL
I write really depressing stuff on my sketches too ;;; *had to go about erasing them*And about the older!Mao one... XP I was reading Nine Lives by DemonicAngel-Bayou and one of the extras has the uke all grown up and he's all taller than his seme. XP Not that I'm placing Mao and Almaz in any place but...
XP Yeah I'm pretty stupid *headdesk*
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Super Bowl XLIII
SO... I should stop putting my random shit on my DeviantArt page LOL ;;;
>0 So, I wasted my time before the super bowl just grinding levels in the Cave of Ordeals.
IT WAS HELL GETTING THAT STUPID CAVE LOL
But I got it. XD Beating up senators became so fun after that, that I stopped bribing ;;
But now I have to grind levels to at least 700. I wanna get Laharl, and that's going to take for friggen ever ;;;
But, I digress! ^___^
I'm going to start sketching some Senas right now. I want to at least post SOMETHING about football fun today *shot*
LOL I feel like posting all my unfinished shit here.
::Unfinished Shit::
These are so OLD orz XP
>0 So, I wasted my time before the super bowl just grinding levels in the Cave of Ordeals.
IT WAS HELL GETTING THAT STUPID CAVE LOL
But I got it. XD Beating up senators became so fun after that, that I stopped bribing ;;
But now I have to grind levels to at least 700. I wanna get Laharl, and that's going to take for friggen ever ;;;
But, I digress! ^___^
I'm going to start sketching some Senas right now. I want to at least post SOMETHING about football fun today *shot*
LOL I feel like posting all my unfinished shit here.
::Unfinished Shit::
These are so OLD orz XP
First of...
=B I'm creating a blog here because I need a place to stack all my random shit, /LOL
=0 For those of you who don't know me, I'm Prince from DeviantArt ( http://princeamongthieves.deviantart.com/ )
>0< Wheee
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